I'm extremely homesick，却不能说出口，因为有必须要完成的事。想念爸爸妈妈，想念我的钢琴，想念我的小床，想念你的一切，我温暖的家...我知道，你们对我的思念有多深，可是你们也不能说出口，我们隔着十个小时的距离，无法相见，只能默默想念罢了，let me count the days，最多不过120个昼夜，every minute passing by brings me closer to you, my home ,sweet home...
可是最近真的很难过，在电话里却开不了口，不忍心让你们为我担心，知道吗，这里有一群强盗，掠夺了我仅有的奢望，强暴了我仅剩的骄傲，我只能说着“I have nothing to lose ” 强颜欢笑，告诉自己不能流泪，因为那对于自身来说是心的败北。

给我听好了，总有一天，我的獠牙会刺破你们高高在上的狂妄与愚昧！

   

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I've been lookin up to thee for nearly a decade long, like a pilgrim longing for the holy place.I once thought that u were teasing me, yet on and on and on... Or maybe i'm not a decent pilgrim with enough piety.Yeah, it's my fault in deed and there is no one to blame. Kinda bizzarre,ha,isn't it? u turned your back on me but I still follow u, even if everything's gonna fade away ,I still hold on with my bittersweet faith in this bittersweet world, all right, plz call me Little Miss Obsessive~ when everything except u is whatsoever, I decide to bury all of my vices. Cuz now i get a favourable  chance to seize the twilight and the faith is no longer on the stardust. Everybody's reapin what they sow, I'm hoping for the best...